Unwanted, lousy, useless.

Zaizai in meteor Graden once said :"Whenever my tears come, i\ll do a handstand to let them flow back into my eyes." But y must he do that? If u want to cry u cry lah. By keeping all e unhappiness inside u, u'll onli feel worse. Act cool onli..puiz.

No tuition grant..most prob no bursary..most prob take loan, if all else fails..i'll be back to square one. I hate to admit this..but think ii have to..I'm feel realli lousy and am prob e lousiest of the lousiest, both mep students..candy got into level one without having to take the foundation level, while i was placed into the foundation level..no matter how hard i practise..i mean i really did take the effort to do so everyday..who says being sincere and determined would reap results? Not in my case..i'm lousy, stupid, scaredy-catted by nature and no amount of hard work is gonna change that i'm certain. I feel rejected..went for air-stewardess interview, failed 2 times, failed to perform properly in muchuan competition and audition, failed miserably at the lasalle auditions too. I might as well go and die.