Hanging around..like a hangman

Why does everything still to float around..in a drawl..everything is so unconfirmed..hate it! Nafa..pls do reply soon..i still needa go take out a loan! Haiz..and i want to be a part time promoter..but why all temp jobs are abt admin and more admin..sucks.

And i hate my "love bite"..i hate it being the attention of everyone i see, i shall go buy lots of vitamin e cream and cover it like theres no tomorrow! grr.

Today yuhua, me, cf, bx, qq,htm, fion, xinyan, ndee, mulan went to SHunling's 21st bdae..was especially touched when i saw their parents taking a photo with ling together wif e bdae cake.. their shining faces tell all. old, yet so doting and soo truely proud of Shunling are all captured in tt special moment, realli very gan dong! Its a great party, got to meet up and catch up with my poly classmates..time realli flies..it seems tt fusion 2004 were all still so fresh in our heads and there we were, planning our trip down to fusion 2005..to see our juniors and their works. Still remember the countless printing trips down to peace centre, the time we painstakingly spent in decorating our panels...in a flash a year had gone past and most of us girls had ald been working for months..yup. tt fast..tt scary.

Is dmd a realli successful course..most of us could not foresee ourselves doing design for long. And most of us are planning for further studies unrelated to design..yea..tt pathetic u know. Anyways, we bought ishuffle for shunling..and her reaction was realli a classic. She actualli put her hands up to her face and "ahhhhhhhhhh"! haha, cute. Glad she liked it. And boy were we glad tt we decided to give the tree lamp a miss thanks to bx. It would be quite inappropriate but unique i guess. I would like to c her expression if she received e other gift as well:)

Anyways, i wore a lacey spag strap first time in my life..i'm growing up, i actualli wore lace leh :) When i was walking from my house to the bus stop, a little boy actualli whistled at me!! As in "Hwee hweep!" repetitions of it. My god..i was actualli so amused that i ended up snorting, while his dad hurriedly hushed up his son. "Shhhhh, dun be rude!" before vrooming away on their motorbike. Kids realli got attitude nowadays man. Scary.

Anyways, the whole party was very wen1 xin1..made me wonder if my decision to go mia on my 21st is wise after all. Maybe i'll hold some cocktail party in a bugalow..who knows:) see lst. Lids shutting..and i never practise my violin for 2 days..guilt and more guilt..k tmr must orac le..nighties.