Thoughts.

Hope that this particular person is not reading my blog. or this particular entry. Im trying to put this part of my life away u know. Like lock it up and not brood over it anymore. But it seems hard to just think of the lovely memories.. why does the ugly side keep showing, im badly affected by it. I hope that i wont get hurt anymore and he should know better than to make such requests. I find it such an insensitive move. Its like..all the stuffs we share sudeenly just crumbles down and all that is left is ugly shards of glass. And everywhere u try to walk, u will get cut by it. Its not like me to be so "poetic" but i dont really wish to spell everything out..sigh. i need an outlet to rant. =(