No piles..wats e damn prob???

Heyhey...me back..can't believe e worload for the past two days, weighing on me like hell!
Was a bit sad on tues cos my close fren aka colleague in CNET left on tues to undergo an op to remove some metal thingy tt has been inserted to correct her posture...health is really precious, do take care of urselves, hop everything goes well for her man...for these two days i've been staying till 9:30 pm in the office!! Dunno wats wroong with me, kept lagging and drifting off amidst my dutiful 933 radio music whos been accompanying e past 2 months in work..think wlld be stressed to death without my discman and 933..thanks loads! Yah for example i was doing an edm on tuesday ---> email direct mailer for fuji xerox, actually it was a 2nd version of the original edm something like an issue two, the html page has already been laid out...all i had to do was to add and remove stuff, change some pictures and amend e contents but the whole damn thing took me 1 whole day to finish...yes till 9:30 pm...by then i was still screaming "silently" why all e table alignment is so wrong..the css stylesheets together with the html code is driving me nuts...yah i was quite unfamiliar with css sheets...had always relied on old fashioned tables..lazy to upgrade..whats wrong with tables?at least i wun go wrong with them but alas...the old edm which is issue one had css code in them so i had to digest in order to make changes..my supervisor was like "whats taking you so long to do the edm?done lots before wat blah...?i was lk damn...just wasn't my day..feel so dazed..maybe my mood was affected oso becos my close fren was leaving for her op... was verY VERY tired on tues..yah being the stubborn me, i stayed on to figure out the alignment problem and found out that e stuPID dreamweaver forced one of the cell height in a tale..cosing the alignment to go haywire...dAMN! Was planning to take cab home cos staff can claim taxi fare after 9pm cool right?grinz* but i found out tt i only had about 4 bucks in my wallet...when i got home my mom told me tt they accept nets actualli!!!!!!!!!DAMN!
i faint** i had to take mrt,chg to ne line,then take bus home...have to walk from hougang point to my house u know...10mins...by the time i got home i was already dazed...but VERY hungry...simply just stuff myself with food from dinner which was supposed to be on 7pm...poor me...not tt i want to get fat lo...my damn office hours are always liddat..yah..

Anyway, the next day i went to work, i brought my own packed lunch again..my mom cooked for me..so nice right?? realli appreciate it, dun have to eat e oily glops of mess they call food outside..actualli i could walk to tanjong pagar hawker for prawn beehoon soup but was realli too far and i had lots of work to rush..not easy u know.. so was realli glad when i was hungry and all i had to do was open my lunchbox at 12:30 to eat..there was otah, boiled egg, beansprouts and dried tofu with rice sprinkled with soysauce..nvr had home-cooked food taste so good:P I was working on some mockup for SEAGATE's microsite...had to adapt the design from one of their flash games into the microsite..the fonts the layout style the colors..and i even had to replicate of of their banners...u might think tt its easy to copy right? WRONG! the banner has this gradient thats realli hard to follow exactly...it has 3 colors?or 4? couldn't realli figure out  in e end i tried my best and my supervisor didn't comment on it..thank god.. I had a meeting with rest of the tech team..(me in technology section) for the upcoming src event...some outing thats sponsored by the company for us to have "fun"(hope so...),yah we are going bowling...me and George and Poyean---> my colloeagues had to come up with the scoring system..game mechanics and EDM!!!!! been doing so many edms lately..pukez* by Aug 12th...sighz.. stayed till 9 again..this time..i took a cab! but feel lk puking i think its becos of e way e driver is driving...very fast..road is bumpy and i'm realli feelin nauseous -_-''' poor me! yah...too tired to switch on e com once i got home for these two days..tts y i din blog..too busy to blog in the day yah..too tired to observe people in the mrt too..which i usualli do..kind of suspect that i've become of of the sleepers in mrt whos being observed by pple, when i'm usually the observer...feels kinda weird when u see pple staring at u through ur half slit eyes..must have looked horrid...dun have e habit of opening my mouth though thank god.

Yah...been having lots of blood lately when i passed motion...my mom and dad was damn worried for me..i know tt they are concerned but i'm realli tired to give a damn..horrid temper after work...i always end up shooing them away from my room...after my mom;s nagging..i went to see the doctor today..i must have been dazed from all the waiting...i getting dazed easily nowadays cos i realli heard her ask me hows school? then i was like erm..i've already started working..then she impatiently said hows your modules??(wat i heard lah) then i was like noo..i already started workingthen she begin to talk in htis loud voice meant for deaf toots-->-_-''' me..."Hows you stooles?" izzit spelled that way? then i realised that shes asking me about the condition of me passing motion...diaoz!!! she was irritated and amused at e same time..gosh realli chi dai of me man! ...yah..i'm always friendly to doctors..answering their questions dutifully...behaving really nicely...but her abrupt and irritated at me manner was beginning to get on me and i treated ehr to one of my so called hostile and no smile attitude, who cares..i'm not gg to be like a smiling idiot while she continues with her consultation in this manner...
was not piles btw...dun wanna describe how the doc check...i was bracing myself for the expected pain when she was checking by digging my nails into my flesh...funnily enough my arm din hurt even though there are nail marks and skin peeling due to my realli tense grip...yah..she inserted some plastic tube supposedly to be e thcikness and length of a piece of shit.. down my butt..so gross...was oily too..rushed home to bathe and wash away e oily stuff.think it shld be some lubricant.. have to go to some specialist on sunday to check wats e problem..realised that its becoming some depressing korean drama where the gal found out that she have some terminal disease and some lovesick guy would be there beside her taking care of her despite her realli pale deteriotating face..body..is love really so noble? i dunno.cos me got no experience..i mean honestly...how appealing can a gal struck with cancer get?the guy must have seen her INNER beauty by then..sighz so cool..., CHOI! i wun be like e gal lah...stop hu si luan xiang!!!! goin tck hospital a few days later..the polyclinic is gonna call me later to fix an appointment date..pray hard tt its nothing serious-_-''''
gotta go town to celebrate my cousin's bdae in e evening...hope they gonna chose some nice cosy place to eat and talk..no mood for shopping...i gotta get the kino voucher as a gift for her before i go meet her though..and buy durian cake! yea...getting fatter lah! dieeez...y is everything gg wrong for me these days?? supposed to visit my fren before her op today..but think tt i'll visit her after her op..realli hope both of us got would have good health very soon!!!!!!! yah...gonna rest for awhile..gg out at 5...oki..tts it for now folks..bye...cya!:(((