Anti social me.

Ahhhhhhh!!! i feel kinda bad to reject my colleague's tireless and never ending efforts in trying to get me to join them for lunch. Y am i so anti-social?? Think e number of times i had lunched out with the team can be counted by my fingers..puiz, y am i so bad... I just dun like the thought of walking to the hawker centres..all that waiting for food and seats just put me off..plus, its super humid, and not to mention -- not knowing what to say with them sometimes..maybe its because of my introvert personality, maybe it might be e age gap, all of them are in their late twenties to thirties.. and i hate the moments where all of them are actively engaged in funny(to them) and alien conversations and i just sit there stoned, having nothing to add on. When walking back, (it takes a long 15 mins walk) and theres nothing much to chat about..everyone just keeps walking..quite different from me and my frens, who will always have something to crap about. So i must seem very dao1 to them...poor me, e anti social, unfriendly girl. 5 months there and i'm still at e colleague status with all of them. Thus, I really marvel that those who can easily mingle with everyone, regardless of age, race, blah, in simpler words... the extroverts.

Guess i have sort of satisfy my cravings for blogging today:P 2 blogs in a day, cool.