Sad....

Yesterday night till now , has been e worst day i had ever experienced recently, i had abosultely no mood to blog yesterday. I suffer from fragile pride, low self-esteem with people around me constantly nagging. Tian ah, feels very bad!

Just don't have e confidence and scared to attempt e microsites assigned to me by him, sighz, i designed something for an edm yesterday and boy, it was not what he wanted, and i felt down, he sensed it, however hard i try to hide, and i refused to do e microsites in fear of e naggy voice in my head " Sure u can make it anot...?" yea and he was disappointed in y i was so unsure of myself. Was teary eyed lah, and i din do e usual sit-ups i do every night, just felt utterly bad! and exhausted and i went to sleep...morn my mom 's turn to nag. hmm...still feel very sad, gonna eat lunch wof him, hopefully i can straighten out my thinking, write abt how mom nag later, bye!