Felt better~

hihi!!haha, i slept early , at 1:30am yesterday so din blog, wat happened yest?? realli bad, first, i was late for work, senior advised me to try and make it on time, arghhhhhhhhh, i am thin-skinned, so felt very paiseh, hmm today reached at 9:30, at least its an improvement. and lotsa work to do once i got here, and yea yest i work non-stop till lunch, and had to push away all my thots of OUR faced problems, realli felt rotten! and we din sms each other till lunch lor, feels kind of weird, thot he was angry or something, i didn sms him too, i had my pride k...haiz its hard lah.

eh ask u all hor, am i e quiet sort? yes right? even with very close friends ac linda wh and candy, i quiet right? then he insist tt its a matter of whether i wanna talk more...my mind got nothing to say wat, talk about wat? weather? food nice anot? wat??????? must got interesting topic lst mah, then got some landmark in S;pore which i dun know, some hotel in Raffles Place lah, oyah Westin Stamford is where huh? i know e places but dun know their names, then he say i ignorant!!!!! i blur cnot huh, ben cnot huh, guess i'm just being stubborn, yea shld read more papers and not be jin3 di3 wa1....-_-''''

yea, and he dun use terms like "cool", "bleah", cos tts for kids!! sadz, he sound more like elder bro sometimes and we both felt tt we have diff frequencies...sighz its gonna take a long time if we realli wanna get together we both agreed...no we are NOT in a relationship, y is everyone misunderstanding....

yea, yest we went for lunch together, ate chicken rice at international plaza, which he paid for...i felt abit guilty, we are not official yet, just very close friends, scary how i now know so much about a person in a week??? its exactly 7 days today hmm, realli SCARY. I think i was in a daze as i din say much throughout e meal cos i did alot of work non-stop at e office, oso was still unsure of how he felt towards my low confidence thingy we talked about last, last night.

And he realli is mature in thinking, i look blur he told me and tt i shld be alert all e time and not look so gong3! if its u guys, u would prob be teasing my blurness right? like commenting how i wldn't understand this and that, he didn't loh, he told me to be more alert for my own good...he WIN.

Yea, he did sensed tt i wasn't my usual self, and even more quiet then usual, told him tt i was too stressed when with him, cos i blur oso cnot, ignorant oso cnot, must constantly strive to improve he always say, like my teacher le lah..., and thats why we both agree that it wouldn't work out for both of us if we embark on a relationship right now, c?hes always so logical and clear about things, wat he want, analyse things and stuff, i'm not so CHIM, i'm simple he claimed, yea i admit so wat.

Aiyah, just take things slowly bah, wat to do? yea we are still close friends, and i've onli known him for 1 week, cant realli c e future in 2 years? maybe i might finally be with him in 2 years time? when i'm more matured in my thinking and finalli on similar wavelengths as him bah, yea sorted out liao lah, sort of, and yea hes coming to my hse on sat, we working on a project:P i just ate my lunch while i am blogging in office, gotta start work soon, bye!