Struggling with emotions...work...everything!

Yep, i'm confused, can someone help me arrange my thoughts? Alot to think about..cryz, work, freelance, heart....faintz.

No more energy left after work, still have to work on my freelance, sometimes just wish that i could slack non-stop for a month without having to think of any work...have to finish a mockup by today...no interest in it..how to produce good work??

Maybe i'll sing a song everyday tt fits my moods, ha, wait and c! For anti-xuan songs blog readers, please turn down ur volume when u come into my site e next time k! puiz.