Some updates on my life..and school =)

Thinking back..my days of training at cartel eastside was realli fun, all the peeps there treated me realli nice, i may grumble about the 1 1/2 hr long bus trips i have to make in order to get there..but to think of it now, i wouldn't trade eastside for any other training places =) Call me emotional or watever u wish..but i just feel this way=P, i guess it might be the same for everybody who underwent training at junction 8 or other branches etc. Its e bond that you build from scratch, u step in with absolutely zero experience. The effort and fun in getting to know your teamates, the process u went thru while training as e cashier, coffee barister, sandwich maker, the tickling, yes..tickling! =D I've gotten quite close to a girl..shes younger than me..but suprisingly we clicked quite well together..prob due to my childishness, haha! so whenever i cant outtalk her in stuff or vice versa we'll dodge each another..y? cos we know what comes next, lols! =D

About the problem tt i mentioned in e previous entry..i liked this guy in cartel..alot..i dunno whether its infatuation or not..it might be becos of e training i went thru under his supervision..his perfectionism, seriousness in doing his work..high expectations, teasing of my knife holding techniques, his mcp-ness..he doesn't talk much, but i was attracted =). Things din go very well..cos he's taken..tts y i was so vexed in my previous entries..i dunno if i had gotten over it..but i'll, it takes time..=) Out popped another surprise..i dunno whether its a good thing anot lah..but in my opinion..if i cnot get over him..then its not a good surprise le..right eve? =) I'm v muddled right now..just need time to sort out stuff, get a grip on my life, especially my studies.

School started this wed le...don't think tt i've regretted taking up this course..cos i seem to enjoy the classes..especially the practicals..i attended string ensemble today..and had my lst private lesson with my principal study teacher ms santos. Shes of Brazil origin and a realllli interesting and friendly teacher. Just the lst lesson and she already corrected my way of holding the bow..not major corrections..just that my last finger is placed too far away from my fourth finger, thus stressing my bow hand..its realli amazing..cos my bowing is realli better after this correction..hope to learn more from her in days to come..i will practise hard =P And theres this realli cute guy in my class! He realli looks like stephen fung! in fact 90%! Everyone commented..so i guess e resemblance is realli there=D And he majors in violin too..in fact he got a grant for his violin study..lihai =)We attended string ensemble together today..Guess i'll be seeing more of him cos we are oso in the orchestra and our principal study teacher is ms santos, lols=D Got eye candy to droolz at le, hehe. Just the lst week and we are already divided into cliques..my two new found friends are realli nice people as well..around my age de..i guess people of the same age tend to stick together=) One is 20 the other one's 22. One plays the flute, the other plays the electone. Yesterday we just tried playing canon in d together. One played piano accompaniment, the flutist and i played melody one and two. It was so fun..we even wanted to play double concerto by bach, with the flute and violin. No talent in woodwinds..i cannot produce sound from her flute, lols:D can lah..but quite horrible sounding..yea..we promised to give each other free coaching,lols=D Ate alot these few days..can feel myself getting fatter..sianz ah..just ate a heavy dinner..tata..me gg off to zzz, eat slp..like pig..no wonder growing fatter=X Still got assigments haven started yet..and i got my scales and ensemble pieces to practise for next week's sessions.If got time, i'll update real soon =)

argh..

my head is about to explode from all my thoughts..keep thinking thinking thinking. What is wrong with me man..cant conc on work..i actualli unscrewed e sugar syrup cap to pour e syrup when i can just pour without unscrewing e cap..aiyah..think u know what i mean hor..=X

why does things like that happen..cant control..feeling v v confused..i dun think anyone shld let anybody affect his/her mood. Who do they think they are..hate this person..hate, hate, haTE. Hope this stupid phrase goes away soon. I want to go back to my own self. I hate YOU.

Quiz..was quite true for me.

Try it here

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.