i Blog cos i'm bored

Does e title sounds familiar to u, ha, yup, i'm very bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bored to death, poor me, its either no work or tons of work, y cant it be in e middle, got work oso complain, no work oso grumble, c lah..argh. Just complained to a fren online and she told me to blog, ok loh, now i'm bloggingggggggggggggggg.

Theres a cute guy in my office! haha, and he asked my opinion abt some mp3 player, hmm though my ipod still rules, this player has somewhat adopted a similiar approach in terms of navigation. But click wheel still rules, its realli an ingenius idea tt i think no other brands can top.
Thumbs up or down he asked. I said in-between, but seeing his face shining with such enthusiasim for e player he was clutching in his hand, i gave it a thumbs UP haha.

Bored bored bored...i have a half day!! tmr, who wanna go watch Phantom of e Opera, sms me k, i realli wanna watch. Bored lah..someone entertain me.... I dun wanna be stuck here..wanna rush home to watch e Go Hikaru animae..at 5:30..argh, work ends onli at 5:30..i'm idling away when i could be at home watching my Go Hikaru, poor me, i wanna learn e game oso..who knows how to play, i go and bai4 shi1 ha:P Bored!

Tsunami...terrible

i feel very very very sorry for e horribly huge numbers of innocents whose lives are taken away by Tsunami. In TODAY, half e contents were all abt Tsunami, abt how bodies are still being discovered everyday, miracles are just too little, in comparison to those who are dead. Damn sad lor, aren we damn lucky, to be able to avoid this disaster when neighbouring countries so near to us are not spared from this calamity. Think we shld all help, bah, if got no money can donate stuff, just went to e Old Parliament House today to contribute some clothes, am quite heartened to see hundreds of paper crate boxes containing blankets, clothes. Even if its out of e way, just think of how fortunate SIngaporeans are, not to be affected by this, every bit counts.

Saw in TODAY, one reader wrote something : One of my frens i smsed said tt she has no time to donate clothes and food. I mean..hello.. if u have time for shopping, dinner, tv, y not just spare an hour to travel to e donation places, at most u will onli miss one tv show right, this excuse is damn lame, if not can go on weekends mah, wat no time, bullshit man.

And to those corruption issues, those pple who are affected have already lose their homes..loved ones, these people have no conscience at all..to resell items and take money meant to alleviate e sufferings, no feelings, have they evert thot how would they themselves feel if it were to happen to them, argh.

Hope that technology would become more and more advanced, to detect tsunami before it strikes..so tt in e future, less saddening stuff like this would ever happen...

Chilling Discovery..

I just hoped tt i'm wrong about this..but my sixth sense tell me otherwise. Bah! I hate manipulative people. Hope tt they would have retribution some fine day, but its impossible i guess, cos manipulative people are chillingly cunning, guess tt they would not get manipulated themselves. BAH!

My horoscope for Mon, part of it:
The thrill of discovery includes learning things you might not want to know. and something abt sharing it with someone whose perspective i trust. BAH.

its realli damn true as i told a fren online, but e onli wrg part abt it is tt i'm not thrilled with e thot of it. BAH.

Think i'm getting smarter le, in e past i probably would have fallen deeper into this trap of a jerk who i have considered as a fren. I just have to take my mask out and start wearing it in front of that person again i guess.

Recalled some of e incidents, and i went researched on yahoo, typed in e search box " Manipulative personality" There are many kinds. This person falls under e "seductive" manipulation category. A real dead ringer man. BAH! I'm not gonna feel hurt or anything liddat, i presented my true self and this person preyed on it, its not worth it man, i feel kinda angry even till now.

My New Eyelids!!

It din hurt one bit during the op, but its quite painful then they took off the stitches..oww. I realli take my hat off to those people undergoing major surgeries, the pain that they endure to look pretty :S ! Ok, shall cut down on my usual gibberings, notice e two pics posted, any diff??

e before pic.

Double eyelids!! squeal! i am quite excited over this, pardon my squeaks:P

Finalli getting down to blogging~

Yup, u guessed right, they are off to lunch and here i am skiving so tt i can add another entry to my blog:P Today is special, for me at least, cos its e last day in my life chapter that i would be e single lidded droopy eyed girl, will post some "last shots" of my eyes later on..bye single lids! Since sec school days, people have always commented on how "sleepy i always looked" yah..my poly student pass, i look like a drug addict!! And so as starting of tmr, no more small eyes, no more "i wanna sleep" looks anymore, and hopefully (realli prays hard) i will look better!! Hmm, i wonder if people who went thru this, would they divulge this secret of theirs? Would they mind how other people think when this secret of theirs is known? A good friend of mine recently just told me that she had hers at a very young age, we were all suprised..cos for e 2 years i've known her, she didn mentioned it at all. I guess people dun realli wish to let e others know whats man-made, what isnt, for me..hmm, i guess i would react in e same way as my fren, onli my close frens would know, and this topic would never be broached on unless someone else touches on this subject, i realli wouldn mind telling, serious.

What am i doing this for? Thats e question tt was in my mind since e day i booked an appointment. For myself..this is e main factor, so that i look more pleasing to myself, so tt i wun be so conscious of my eyes everytime i'm out in e streets, yah i know..people in e streetswun give a heck to how i look, seriously..hundreds of thousands cross paths everyday, it doesn even make a difference to them! Its me, its me who cares, people would always be so damn conscious of their looks, how they carry themselves in e public where e others probably wun bother or care what LV, prada brands the conscious people are carrying. Its so contradictory, ha, people wanna show off to people, i guess people are onli conscious of how they present themselves, not realli caring what e other people do, wear. This is call zhi4 lian4 haha.
me trailing away from my main topic le haha..this entry is supposed to mark an END to my single lids, hopefully e op tmr will go smooth, and e less pain, e better:)

Recently engrossed with seamonkeys..go to www.sea-monkeys.com, they are an evolved kind of brine shrimp, that under a controlled environment, they would survive, play, fight, breed in our noral kind of houses, needing only a jar of water. Its damn cool!! I bought a set from ToysRus, though i'm kinda embarrassed as e packaging stated "For ages 6 and above"...poor me, i have the mentality of a 6 year old kid...i like things that 6 year olds are interested in, haha. I wanna go back to kindergarden and play with building blocks again, still remember e holicks drink they provided at teatime, its damn nice! so weird, i can still remember-_-'''

K lah, wish me luck!! gg to eat my milk pocky biscuit sticks, yum!

Hitting e TWENTIES!!!

I'm 20!!!! mygod..it seems very unreal...and in e following years i'm gonna age faster than u can say "peanut butter" why peanut butter?? haha, i dunno, eating reese choco-peanut butter bar now, damn nice!! i'm mad, dun mind me:P

but to be honest..i'll rather be forever 19, i dun wanna age!!! ahhhhhhh, they have goneout for lunch again, and thus, my chance to blog:P Am now very fascinated by sea monkeys all over again!! haha, a lao wan tong, gonna pop down to toysrus to get a set, ages since i saw e e sea critters squirming around, hope tt e vienna buffet in novena square will be real good, it had better be!! damn ex u know. No mood to work....argh....countdown---> 4 more hours, how am i gonna survive tt???

Not really happy with life?

My fren commented tt e blog entries of mine are getting more and more negative as days goes by, actualli was quite suprised by her comment..cos if she didn't say anything, i wouldn't have realise it myself, i actualli went back to e previous entries and browsed thru..and its true..all e entries are quite depressing i must say..ahhh, din know tt i was complaining so much..and e horrible part about this whole thing is that i didn know tt i was such a pessimist and tt i wasnt tt happy these few days!!I actualli felt normal..maybe my idea of "normal" is to be depressed..mygod!!!!

Maybe i was too used to having holidays in year ends...hey guys..u better appreciate ur school hols! next time when u step out into working life, u wun get so many breaks liao..even e perm staff gets ard 14 days of paid leave..and me?? only 1 day for every completed month..no luxuries of skipping lectures or tutorials..argh..cos work is real work..real clients..real deadlines..tired of being an adult, argh i'm complaining again!!! I wanna read little prince!! does anyone have tt book? Linda quoted from e book--> tt adults are only concerned about numbers and complicated stuff, yah..tts so true..e $ factor..we forget how to think simple, cant go back to our innocent selfs, no wonder kids are always laughing, more often then us... damn..i need a break! away from DESIGN at least.

Its lunch time now and my colleagues are away, ha..now i always blog during lunch, have been having ham and cheese sandwiches for e past four days, still not sick of it, i'm a real freak, mom's been scolding me cos i eat ham everyday, ok wat...onli ard 1-2 slices per day..wat can happen?? Gotta go back to my edm le..bye!

Tired, sniffles and freezing...

Argh..my com is forever down..when will it be finalli okay?? I'm cold, having e sniffles ..and i have bloodshot eyes from staring e at com efor e whole day..miserable day..argh, love e Hugo Boss perfume u guys gave me for my bdae, thanks!! its one of e things tt lifted my spirits amidst e enormous amt of work piled on me today, e 2nd uplifter--> US chocolates!!! my colleagues went to e US side for a seminar..and he brought back yummy chocs!! I like e one tts covered with cocoa powder, its bitter and has an almond wrapped in it, heaven man..ha, getting fatter! Had another star shaped choc filled with hazelnut creme..damn nice.. I feel kinda confused, y cant people be totally honest abt their feelings?? think lots of us dun really dare to bare our feelings in fear of getting their pride hurt, insecurities deep in their heart..if so, there wun be any progress at all? They keep asking others to bare theirs..but how can they be so selfish to keep their own? So unfair, and its making people sad.. shitted..damn melancholic today..