Freaked out by my shopping:P

Yesterday, was e day i got my pay!! And right after work, i went down to isetan scotts and bought my lst pair of levis!!! Actualli i had been going there to try out e various designs. Think i'm quite a fickle person cos my target jeans change with my every visit:P After falling in and out of love with 599's dark indigo and 2nd hand process jeans(this has three zip buttons), i finalli settled for a 593 dark indigo(this has two zip buttons). 599 lengthens and (sadly fattens) my legs, while 593 gives e illusion of slimmer but stumpier legs. Theres no pleasing me man.. i was in e fitting room for 40 mins?? Yah, tt extreme, when i finalli made my choice(stumpy but slimmer legs), i got out of e fitting room to find an extremely hostile customer giving me a black face:S, must have waited for sometime i guess. They are oso having this offer..if u purchase a minimum of 88 dollars, u get to buy another jeans at 50 percent off! Of course, i was damn tempted, and back into e fitting room i went. E offer is valid onli for certain jeans, in e end i got another pair of levis, its not so sleek as e indigo, but its v comfy and soft. Its called type1 jeans, quite confused by all this terminology of Levis *scratchs head.

And thus..i ended up with two pairs of jeans instead of one!! Shopping gives me a v high feeling :P but not when it all ends and guilt settles in :S Popped by Mango, i had wanted to get e spag strap..its e one in e new season..v v nice cutting tt faltters every figure..was so in love wif it..but sighz..good things always get sold out.. no new pieces of yellow and pink werein stock, cryz. Bought two mini tees instead, i had to control my urge to buy some fancy off shoulder sleeveless tee, as i know tt i would seldom wear those, but they are so pretty!

After Mango..comes MAC! Asked e SA for advice on eyeshadow colors suitable for my skin tone. And she picked plum with pink, green with gold for me. Already laden with guilt:S so i just bought one of e colors - moss(green).

I took a look at my watch, and got a shcok, its 10pm! I had shopped for 3hrs, omy, and i din even realised e time i took. Thats y i prefer to shop alone, no needa compromise:P Went to e taka food fair after my purchases, was planning to buy pineapple tarts, but think i have pretty insensitive tastebuds, cos e goodies of every stall taste e same to me! Okay..maybe not every, but most of e stalls...and i dunno whats considered nice, to my family, so to avoid e risk of my parents and brother leaving e tarts untouched, i did not buy, we shld go down one day and shop together instead, yea:P So in love with my jeans now~~~

Never judge a shoe by its appearance.

Damn it. My freaking lookalike ballet heel shoes from JB are KILLING me. OW.

YaY!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so freaking happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nothing can describe my elation for now! GRinZ*:P:P Shall post more details of this freakingly happy news if i get thru.

Getting meaner and smirk-ier day by day

Ha, think i'm getting more horrid and vainer as e days go past. Like for example today, i was in e mrt, on my way to work. When e train stopped at Farrer Park, this young girl, i gauged her age to be around mine, came into my train compartment and sat e opposite of me. Here comes e mean streak in me, u wouldn believe wat i was thinking. Okay, when we sit, our thighs would be on e seat right? I was comparing the height of e top of her thighs to height of e seat surface, and guess wat, i think its double of e lady tts sitting next to her, and i think mine too! Was so fascinated lol, think i'm mad. I already thought i had elephant legs, but hers is twice of mine! So was feeling quite horrified when i tried imagining e feel of having her legs, i wouldn be able to feel e my bones at all when sitting down? Cos thigh radius is too high:P Argh, i'm damn mean, cant believe it. Luckily, she din catch my shifting glances from her legs to e legs of e girl next to her, if not..ah think i'll be so pai-seh. Think i'm too obessessed with appearance le, and its oso freaking me out. And i realised that i'm getting to be more and more like e town girls, who'll have eyeliner, foundation, eyeshadow on their faces without fail..doing touch-ups once in every while..eating nothing but apples to keep their frame.. Cos i'm already obbessed with my eyeliner, and am planning to get eyeshadow and foundation soon. Cant say that i'm pleased with my mindset recently, but i like e feel of doing make-up.Please..dun turn into a bimbo ..girl. I want my brains too. Despite all this vanity, i still wanna do some social work..planning lah, continuing with my studies,(yep, i hate working), getting all geeky in e library studying with sneakers.. pls stop me from procrastinating. Ha, enough already!

Oyah..btw i strongly recommend u guys NOT to watch Chucky! Its realli lame and chocked full of crap, with shallow humour that brought ironic smiles to my cousin and i and i thot i could be kept entertained by scary scenes and shocks, but i found it realli amusing in e end...not NICE.

Obsessed with makeup

Been going to this forum lately --> www.flowerpod.org, and e frequency of my visits is like once everyday?? Erm, i'm quite suprised too, but theres quite alot of interesting posts tt e podders had put up. Been going thru their EYE section, yup eye makeup. Have been experimenting with eyeliner since last week, and my..it realli takes quite alot of skill to even draw along e lash line of my upper lid without it going crooked, and i realli marvel at all e girls. Especially about e part when they clean off e eyeliner, cos..e line is so closely drawn to ur lash line..even if you have makeup remover...water and remover is bound to get into ur eyes, stinging them when u are cleaning all of it away, and my eyes get red, is there any one who can tell me how NOT to get soap and water into them when i clean it off?? Other than this..i now agree with e majority that makeup..esp eyeliner and make a really huge diff even if its applied quite lightly, esp eyeliner. And i found myself scrutinizing e korean actresses in Memories of Bali shown at scv chn55 just now. They have realli pretty, defined eyes, and its all thanks to their almost an inch thick black eyeliner, wonder if its pencil or liquid?...no kidding, but it looks nice! Compared to English shows..e ang mohs dun realli emphasize on so much eye makeup as e Koreans, and i think e korean girls have prettier eyes then e ang mohs when they have makeup on. Ha, i just bought a Lancome black crayon khol(eyeliner) and i'm now at e stage where i would be v contented with my makeup skills if i manage not to draw out of e lash line, e next step...learn smudging, yea, and apply some eyeshadow. I want my olive and green pigments from MAC...Theres just too many things to learn, quite fascinated now, i know i'm blabbering now thanks to flowerpod:P Yup, and my rashes are clearing up!! Finally:) cant wait for it to clear completely, thats when i can finalli try applying foundation on my face, mom had forbidden me to apply anything on my face for now:P

Molified.....

Omygod..so damn molified...i did not turn up for work on mon due to e rashes showing up on my skin, and so i smsed my supervisor Siva to tell him that i'm not turning up for work. I think M1 realli sucks man, cos i smsed him on thurs again to tell him that i needed to go to the doctor, cos e rashes are not disappearing by themselves, and once again, he DID NOT receive my message. I just received his call, he sounded realli fed-up and said"I cant just disappear liddat!" But i was just so indignant, and thinking"HELLO?? I did inform him!" So i told him that on both occasions i smsed him, and happily think that he had received my messages...but the truth is, he DID nOT on both occasions..i cant find e words to describe how "molified" i felt right then. He did not even clarify with me when i went back to work on tues that why had i not been in e office on mon! Maybe he was just being overly nice not to question my absence, but i realli feel that he shld have asked me on tues so as not to build up on the misunderstanding that i was skipping work as i like without even a feeble-est reason like "my nails got chipped" or something like that. My god..i couldn find my voice for awhile when he told me, sososo damn paiseh..and i definately wasnt e person he thought me out to be. Its a tough lesson learnt for me..the next time, i will personally call him to tell him..no more misunderstandings of this sort for me. I cant bear it. Groanz..ma-lu-ating..how am ii gonna face them tommorrow...guess i'm pretty thin-skinned, shall be more more more careful e next time round... and f*** M1, i shall complain about their sms services. I'm really very very sorry Siva...my conscience is clear, tis up to you to believe whether i'm e deceiving sneaky fakey whos just putting on a show or tt i'm realli telling the truth.

A Long Lost Fren

Just met Francine for dinner at Sake today. Havent seen her in 4 years! Yah..since both of us graduated from tkgs, we had lost contact. Haha..thot tt e dinner would be quite awkward since we lost contact for 4 long years, strangely, things just seem to fall in place when we started talking non-stop right after we met. Think alot of things happened in this 4 years and neither of us were there to share it with one another..and i felt realli familiar with all her dramatic giggles, loud voice and funny hand gestures, just like e old sec sch days. Talked abt poly life, our old classmates, love life old sec sch incidents, i might go back to tkgs for e muslim food, droolz, realli nice..yupz and we even took quite alot of pics in Sake, but both of us just decided tt most of it was just too ugly, so we deleted all of them except 2.e prob lies with...we have chubby faces!! faint, esp when we are grinning, if i dont grin, i will look so spastic..but if i do, my cheeks look stuffed, poor me!!!

After that..went window shopping, i liked some of e gadgets in action city, so interesting! Nxt time pple's bdae i buy for them then i will get to play with e toys haha! I want a new eyeshadow and mascara..Jing..tmr help me choose eyeshadow color..thinking of golden brown, warm colors...shall meet up with her nxt week again..nxt time no chance le..cos shes gg overseas to further her biology studies till she gets her phd! She may look wild and sexy..i've told her tt she don't look like a scientist..and she agreed with me haha, nvr judge a book by its cover man:P

Its been an eventful day for me, glad tt i agreed to e outing, hope to catch up with her and maintain our frenship, hopefully some of e others too..like my primary sch frens..nvr see them for 8 yrs le..shocking man.

FatFat!

Francine and me in Sake!

Pink Nails!

Just bought a pot of ZA nail polish, guess wat..its a shocking PINK, yep, neon pink! I know Jing is gonna say tt its horrible, i know it, haha. Thot e colour looks great, but after painting my nails, i made a discovery...bright pink doesnt go well with dark skin, cryz, poor me, i still like e pink though, am now wondering whether to paint e nails on my right hand as well, yup, painted my left hand yest, and i realised tt i must make a decision quick! cos i dun wanna go out with my left naiuls a shocking pink and my right nails unpainted! Lucky me, realised it when i was abt to go to slp, phew...how...argh. Showing my pink nails below...do i have e guts to go out with pink nails tmr?? ahhh...help.

Pink Nails!