Human nature sucks...

I'm realli very pissed off by the lyrics in this song tt i came across today--->

Singer: Jimmy Soul
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wifeSo from my personal point of view
Get an ugly girl to marry you
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wifeSo from my personal point of view
Get an ugly girl to marry you
A pretty woman makes her husband look small
And very often causes his downfall
As soon as he marries her then
she startsTo do the things that will break his heart

But if you make an ugly woman your wife
you'll be happy for the rest of your life
An ugly woman cooks meals on time
And she'll always give you peace of mind
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wife
So from my personal point of view
Get an ugly girl to marry you

Sax solo
Don't let your friends say you have no taste
Go ahead and marry anyway
Though her face is ugly, her eyes don't match
Take it from me, she's a better catch
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wife
So from my personal point of view
Get an ugly girl to marry you

Spoken:Say man!Hey baby!I saw your wife the other day!
Yeah?Yeah, an' she's ug-leeee!
Yeah, she's ugly, but she sure can cook, baby!Yeah, alright!

No doubt it has a nice country feel to it..but its just damn maddening, e point tt its putting across, i'm totally against e songwriter's opinion. Who says tt ugly girls will cook great meals? or be doormats to her husbands?? ANY girl have the right to do that..pretty or not..to throw tantrums to be mean sometimes, why is e ugly girl deprived of being mean?? Damn..this jimmy soul sucks!

Although i feel indignant about this whole issue..what chills me is that all of us have already sterotyped ugly people and pretty people into two categories, most of e time, giving them totally different treatment...ugly people have to work harder to prove their talents, "oozing with goodness" character, while pretty people just dont have to try so hard..but if they do, i'll have no doubt tt they are more welcomed then those who are just not blessed with e looks. Damn..this is just so unfair..human prejudice.

So much for being indignant..my fren told me tt everyone reacts this way..attracted to pretty things..normal..i know..but i'm just pissed, although i too would probably react e same way..giving e diff treatment to diff people unconsciously, such hypocrisy, ugh, i hate myself...

Hair Sucks...

Argh.. i'm having a BAD hair day..theres this glop of hair (my fringe) that stubbornly refuses to stay on e right side of my parting, and it keeps springing to e center..so now, e glop of hair is neither on e left or right..its bouncing happily on e boundaries, damn, makes me look unkempt and very self-conscious..i kept pulling at e glop in e mrt...faintz..i hate bad hair days..by the way i just discovered another realli nice song by Carpenters "I'll never fall in love again" so damn amusing, e lyrics:

(here to remind you, here to remind you,
Here to remind you, here to remind you)
What do you get when you fall in love
A girl with a pin to burst your bubble
That’s what you get for all your troubble
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again
What do you get when you kiss a guy
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he’ll never phone you
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again
Don’t tell me what it’s all about
’cause I’ve been there and I’m glad I’m out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I’m here to remind you
What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So far at least until tomorrow
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again
Don’t tell me what it’s all about
’cause I’ve been there and I’m glad I’m out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I’m have here to remind you
Here to remind you, here to remind you
Toh! here to remind you
What do you get when you fall in love
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So, far at least until tomorrow
I’ll never fall in love again
I’ll never fall in love again

Blogging in e office again..taking a big risk of getting seen by my senior as i'm being buried under tons of ugh..WORK..cant wait for friday...

Finalli everything is falling in place...

Haha!! I'm so so so excited...grinz* Clever me, i managed to set up my home internet connection without the modem cd. Think i took an agonising two hours, in e midst of e process, i was lucky that i din manage to tear my own hair out..mygod..the whole process was damn chim..so many files..have to try installing quite a few to see which one works...

For e past two weeks, life is terribly monotonous without the net..esp when i'm used to chatting with frens using msn messenger. So now I'm back, blogging at HOME, haha, so xing4 fen4:P

I just found a cd of songs that my fren gave me quite along time ago..and it has this song--> The Greatest Love Of All by Whitney Houston, my..damn nice..i listened to it e whole day without once getting sick of it...realli touching..universal love! :P The lyrics below:

Greatest Love Of All
I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be
Everybody's searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone to fulfill my needs
A lonely place to be
So I learned to depend on me

Chorus:
I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadow
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I'll live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all Inside of me

The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

Cool right!! Love e world, love everyone...ha.
Thot i had gotten over something..but a brief encounter today made me realised that i might not have..maybe i just buried feelings..damn, so confusing..

The Saw is wayway nice!! Saw it with Eve, e two of us were huddling together lol..i seldom freak out de lor...unlike Miss Jing ha:P Not a bored moment, highly reccommended, think e lack of advertising made it underrated. And it has a realli nice twist at e end..trust me..no one would have guessed it..storyline is realli quite sadistic and sick, cool:P

Its 3:11 in e morn, i'm mad..guess i'll go to slp, nights! Love everyone:)

Couch Potato Pig

I am one. Since fri night, sat on e floor of my bedroom since i woke up, my eyes glued to my faded yellow tv tube, if the hols lasted longer, think i would have developed sores on my butt!! Dunno y i have absolutely no motivation to do anything, even going out for a movie..or surfing e net..sprawled out on e floor, armed with my POST honey clusters and HL milk, i pigged out till my eyes glazed from watching too much tv, since now i have star movies and HBO channels. Man, i can realli watched non-stop. My mom asked me if i was ok, ha, i guess so.

Man are from Mars, Women are from Venus, in my opinion this couldn't be more true. A small matter could blow up so big tt its realli illogically out of proportion to me. The third party sees this more clearly then the invlved parties. Tsk.

Anti social me.

Ahhhhhhh!!! i feel kinda bad to reject my colleague's tireless and never ending efforts in trying to get me to join them for lunch. Y am i so anti-social?? Think e number of times i had lunched out with the team can be counted by my fingers..puiz, y am i so bad... I just dun like the thought of walking to the hawker centres..all that waiting for food and seats just put me off..plus, its super humid, and not to mention -- not knowing what to say with them sometimes..maybe its because of my introvert personality, maybe it might be e age gap, all of them are in their late twenties to thirties.. and i hate the moments where all of them are actively engaged in funny(to them) and alien conversations and i just sit there stoned, having nothing to add on. When walking back, (it takes a long 15 mins walk) and theres nothing much to chat about..everyone just keeps walking..quite different from me and my frens, who will always have something to crap about. So i must seem very dao1 to them...poor me, e anti social, unfriendly girl. 5 months there and i'm still at e colleague status with all of them. Thus, I really marvel that those who can easily mingle with everyone, regardless of age, race, blah, in simpler words... the extroverts.

Guess i have sort of satisfy my cravings for blogging today:P 2 blogs in a day, cool.

I hate my life NOW.

I missed blogging...think u guys must be wondering why i did not blog for e past 10 days right??
I'm very very frustrated with my home computer right now... it crashed on me!!!! before i backed up my freelance design work, faintz..i have to redo all my scripting for that project again!!!!! And I spent one whole day wringing my neck just to get that annoying part of that script working...i'm not tt great in Maths since preschool days and u need lots of brain power to do actionscript..argh..i'll rather lose my mockups then my scripts...and the thought of having to go thru tt horrible process once more leaves me screaming..ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Damn the whole world..i HATE computers. And i REALLY mean it. The unreliability of them dun bother me until tt damn thing failed on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This excruciating news came to me yesterday while i was still happily chatting on msn in the office, I wanted to scream and curse , but can't..cos its an office..and i vented all of it on my fren ahhaha, and she told me not to scare all of my colleagues , haha, as if i would, think i wouldn dare, cos i'm always so shu nu in the outside world:P and she puked, puiz, u know who u are k, mean girl.

One bad thing always follows after another, when i got home, i couldn't access my external hard drive!!! I was clinging on to that lst hope that I might have backed up the data in the drive earlier on. And that mean cd drive refused to read the installation disc!! tt i need to reinstall in order to read my external drive..yah the com was working again..the repairman just took away the spoilt hard disk in e cpu..the reason why all of my data was gone..poor me!! faintz.

So now, i cant access my external hard drive..and i cant set up my internet account...cos my stupid brother or mother LOST the modem cd and i'm gonna have to redo my freelance work again, who said onli friday the 13th was unlucky..puiz...arghh..i gave up trying at around 10pm..too tired after work..damn the world, life sucks, i HATE THE WORLD.